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I see my Lord

I see my LORD coming riding on the wings of glory.  His righteousness shining through every fiber of my being.  His holiness pouring forth from every space.  He is coming for us.  He is on his way.  The door is still open but it will not remain so forever.

When I feel like this  (manic and just plain strange) I just have to pray and look up and with eager eyes I want to see him.  I examine the clouds or the wind moving the leaves on the trees around me.  I’ll walk and think of just how wonderful HE is.  I miss him.  I want to go back to what I saw.  Though few believe me I hold true to the Word.  I cannot tell you everything for many different reasons some my own.  I await that feeling of bliss I want it back.  He calls to us all you know.  Do you hear him?

It is like a word that just appears in your mind or a thought from nowhere interrupting or sometimes comforting you when you pray or are in need of direction.  I sin and stand ashamed in that great light.  I am filth compared to His glory, but he knows our my heart.  I try to warn but no one listens.  Those that do seem to already be walking with him.  I do not know why I was given this or what it is even …sometimes it feels like a punishment or a curse others its a comforting blessing because I know what awaits us.

I would never dare lie to you about something like this…I don’t want to even think of the chastisement i’d receive.  I don’t know how to explain what I saw or what I experienced.  I was there.  There were others too I will not say how many again for my own reasons.  They too are here now or have already passed on (about that last part I don’t know), but I know we were told we were waiting to be born.  We were not commanded to be at a certain time or anything like that but we watched man.  We watched the enemy as well.  We saw how they treated him and prayed for man’s protection.  Free will was the boundary that it seemed man was powerfully protected, but if he strayed into the enemy’s hands he could be powerfully tortured and corrupted.  I will say this much and stand firm…once we saw them and prayed to the Lord and an angel appeared and they fled …more happened but the rest I am unsure of.  I got to see the other side as well but that’s for another day.

What I’m badly trying to tell you and I hope this comforts you just a little.  It’s all real.  HE LIVES.  We would ask about different things and say it was not meant for us because it was not the time…or it was meant for mankind.  Man is GOD’s cherished creation.  All the hidden things that seemed greater there were only meant for man.  I cannot explain it but I was told this.  I saw this strange library it seemed small but the books were big and held great things of importance.  An angel stood in white robes and I asked him about some of the books I had not read.  “They are for and about man and they are sealed,” was all I remember.  I will take any kind of lie detector or psych tests you wish. I will take polygraphs.  I will give you my home phone number and address.  WHY?  Because YOU are AWAITED UPON.   YOU ARE WANTED.

And now dear friends…dear brothers and sisters…dear family…YOU WERE WARNED.  You have no excuse.  The Lord Jesus Christ died for you and he arose to come and claim you from the bonds of death that was your struggle.  You are priceless to him.  I remember when we would get angry at man’s deeds and GOD would always forgive them no matter what.  I stood astounded.  GOD loves you.  Why else do you breathe, dream, sing, and shout?  It is all For His Glory.      Don’t wait any longer.   You don’t want to be here for what is coming upon the earth.  I love you but HE loves you far more.   GOD BLESS YOU!


To my family

I walked with the Lord today.  It was about a 2 mile trek on the back road that runs by my house.  I talked with my Lord today.  I asked Him questions and showered him with what I hoped was enough of the praise He so richly deserves.  I ask him to tell me where to go or if I should stay.  I prayed the other day for help and an earth angel (you know who you are) sent me aid again in my time of need!  It wasn’t magic it was PRAYER!  It works!

People say “pray with me brother or let’s pray for him or her or about this or that” but do they really understand what they are doing?  I hope so.  I hope they know they are heard.  My prayers can be late in coming but come they do if it is the Lord’s great will.  You see my will is a tiny thing its about as insignificant to HIM as an anthill is to a skyscraper.  It matters not.  BUT he loves me so HE provides in the ways HE deems best.  I’ve been lax about posting the past year or so a lot of this is due to tragedy and the spiritual war I engage in.  A great part is also due to the arthritis in my hands I inherited from my great grandmother.  I have a quite a few broken fingers and crushed knuckles that haven’t healed right as I couldn’t afford to go to a doctor and the one time I did I wouldn’t wear the hand brace so my right hand is formed into a perfect cup fit for the mouse lol.  Yet I am still here.

I’m typing this today to warn my family online especially those at Lamarzulli.wordpress.com that I asked GOD yesterday to put me back in the war.  Later that night an enemy snarled in my ear (a cheap fear tactic that I slept on through) it only got through because I had not asked the Lord for the protections I usually do.  I’ve been forgetting a great deal of things of late, some say its due to the stress of losing my soulmate, while others say it could be my bi-polar/adhd condition. I know not.  I will not quit though.  I am here to warn you and them of the coming judgment.  I am warning everyone that THEY ARE not only coming but that many ARE HERE!

My dear brethren fortify yourselves and to my spiritual brothers and sisters such as TOGODBETHEGLORY and NOMEMOLESTE and ELAINE AND ROSE AND JEFF, RICHARD, SUSAN,PEGGY and last but not least LA.  Pray up guys and get ready and please warn your spouses!  Warn your friends guys!  You don’t want them here for what is to come.  Ive never seen nor had a vision or dream of the tribulation except when we were on the white horses behind the LORD on our way to stop all flesh from devastation.  What I saw there was enough.  It was an open mockery so vile ……we were eager to destroy it.  I love you GUYS! I love you brethren and I love you LORD MY GOD MY LOVE,MY LIGHT, MY LIFE!!!    GOD Bless you all!

Goodbye my love

Today although I’ve already recieved her ashes is the day that will be marked as my lovely wife’s funeral.  Her memorial is set to begin at First Christian Church in Pennington Gap, Va (thanks to my inlaws for this) today at 2pm est. time.  Thankfully she had the foresight (thank you LORD!) to have her eulogy already written and my brother n laws had photos and I had videos of her which we combined to make a nice dvd.  This will be placed here permanently to honor her and her sweet nature for as long as the Lord lets it remain up.  It won’t be available on youtube because the songs are copywritten but on here it will not be a problem.

We are expecting a nice turnout as she was well loved by all and there will be 3 pastors speaking.  The first is the pastor of the church where we’ll be, the second is a pastor the Lord sent to my son while he was in need as my wife lay in the intensive care unit of our local hospital and the third pastor is my wife’s brother-n-law whom she requested to perform the service.  I will be reading a poem I wrote for her this week after the second pastor reads a bible passage and then we will be starting the dvd memorial video.  After this Pastor Jack Cope will be doing the memorial service and there will be food and drinks after that.  I want to thank all of those at Lamarzulli.wordpress.com for their prayers and donations.

Especially Nomemoleste,Elaine,ToGodBeTheGlory,SeashoreMary and LaMarzulli himself who is still taking donations on his main site to help me and my son through this process until I am able to recieve my disability payments.  The Lord already helped me get on a good deal of food stamps because we are without at the moment.

I also want to thank those in My Family that stepped forward to deal with the cremation costs and various other expenses.  My Mother Norma and Father Johnny Napier, my sister Crystal and her husband Eddie Hood, my sister Kelly and her husband Chip Lambert (who made the video), my brother Jonathon who was there for me when I needed him most.  To any others not mentioned and read this I will add names as they come to me or as I remember to add them.  So overlook me please because at the moment I am in quite a state of shock and yearn for a release of grief.  I am still numb and hate this feeling.  My soul wants to grieve perhaps today I will be granted this chance.

GOD bless everyone that prayed and is praying for us at this time.  My son Shawn and myself thank you all.  Especially to his first cousin Justin Johnson who loved his aunt and has stayed with my son throughout all this terrible ordeal.  Remembering she is in Heaven and rejoicing now is a comfort although I am selfish and I want her back desperately.  God’s will be done though and not my own.  He seems to have a much better head on his shoulders when it comes to these things.

GOD bless you all!

Today i am yearning tomorrow im spurning

the light and the darkness inside both are churning

I reel to and fro like a drunkard too soon

And realize im just another buffoon

I seek thee in shadows in really dark places

in glyphs and in runes and in all secret spaces

I wail for thee Lord in my hope youll appear

and hope youll make all serpents soon disappear

You love me you lead me you heal my wounds often

no words can express no appeals can once soften

the truth of the gospel you sent me to share

that soon there will be death and gloom everywhere

Fir we have but one hope in one Lord and one King

he rules in all corners far above everything

He casts not one doubt about all of his glory

theres no hidden agenda behind his true story

Some nails and a cross in a pain burdened hue

HE died once for me and he died once for YOU!!!

These satanic slugs must be overcome and that can only be done with the truth and the word or Jesus Christ.  God bles syou all.

To all Ye shifting to all ye hailed
The message that our ships have sailed
We come with honor hands held high
To warn you that your end is nigh!
The severed ties are all undone
the many kingdoms that we have run.
The silence setting in the west
the flying ships were but a test
The over weening pride they had
they got it wrong, inside they’re bad.
We shall take them far away
no more opinions may they sway.
So pay no heed to those that preach
for tis our wisdom and place to teach.
Their prayers no longer hold resolve
but we shall teach them to evolve.

Come light worker come dark friend!
We shall show there is no end.
We have pictures we have gleaned
of their dying nazarene
Dont listen to those foolish sod’s
Did not ye know ye are all gods?
Your chakras rise within this truth
We have our own eternal youth!
Here is a gift for this fallen land
to place in head or in the hand.
So place their words back on the shelf
You are gods within yourself
Do not shiver and do not shake
that was just a small earthquake…

Come quickly Lord Jesus

This is dedicated to all of my great family at www.lamurzulli.wordpress.com God Bless you guys!

The times are behind us the daybreak is showing

the chemtrails above us the jets aren’t slowing

their spraying the horizon they block out the moon

Hear me Lord Jesus please quickly come soon.

The protests the marches are growing so violent

the unbidden unwelcome starvation so silent

creeping through farms and fields everywhere

and yet there are those that dont have a care

They’ve taken our lives and modified our food

theres no evil to small for this satanic brood

they linger they wither they take our last breath

Come quickly Jesus im thirsting to death

Out comes the dawn as I look to the east

i watch them prepare for their unholy beast

they do rites in shadows they worship the sun

they laugh as they make slaves of everyone

The demons they pray to that promise them glory

laugh in the darkness at their ridiculous story

For they know the truth and they know it well

that soon theyll be burning in an eternal hell

Your servants are pleading your martyrs are dying

those orphaned and lonely from wars are all crying

The stars are all fading by the motionless moon

your faithful are pleading Lord Jesus come Soon!