Thank You so very much dear family in Christ!

Dear Brothers and Sisters,

I thank each of you for what you are doing. I have not enough words and that is saying something if you know me at all because I am a bigmouth. *)

I have failed and I have also overcome a great deal of late. Learning through life’s tragedies and the Lord’s tests is really something. You can come out of it with great victory or even in defeat you learn great lessons.  I have had both. I want you to know I am still here though I Have strayed I am faithful. I love you all And I will always be here for you whenever you need me.  There is a great testing going on for all of us lately it seems.  We are being tried to purify us for the great rejoicing to come. Remember on HE that saved you and account yourselves worth children of the MOST HIGH GOD.  HE loves us all so very very much. We are not accounted to suffering but for great endurance and worthiness. I love you soooo very much. Thank you ALL!

Yours forever, Michael Napier.

Remember Who You Are and WHO MADE you!

  I want everyone out there to pray for a dear friend of mine that I’ve known since childhood.  She is undergoing torment right now and has worries of sickness/illness.  I want everyone to pray that she finds her faith strengthened in the sure knowledge that GOD will heal her. That He is the only one who can heal her!  She is of the faithful and has been washed and cleansed.   There is no thing greater than a sister in Christ finding her way along the straight and narrow path.  I want you guys to please pray that she finds her restoration and fulfillment during this time of testing. 

   We have all been tested some of us more than others.  Some think our time is complete and that is just when we are taken in.  We must all realize that we are in GOD’s hands and not our own.  Trust in He that made thee.  Know that thou art a cherished prize in the Kingdom of GOD! 

  We are all sinners and I fail daily but I know and I trust in my forgiveness.  So should you.  We are not destined for pain and misery but for prosperity and blessings!   Praise GOD I love this person more than she will ever know and I know He loves her far more than me.  Know that HE will heal her and he will but pray diligently for his will to be done!

GOD bless and keep you all safe.  

Thank you.

I’ve come a short distance of late through a great deal of prayer and fasting, temptation and failure.  I wanted those in my extended family in Christ to know that Everything you’ve done and continue to do is greatly cherished just as you are.  WE are going to get out of here and all this mess will be behind us.  I wanted to show you guys a picture of my lovely wife and myself when I was 22 and she was 29.  This is the helpmeet I Lost but the LORD gained.

 

This was a glamour shot taken of my beloved around 1993 when she was 28.

Its been said I craved money or attention after I Lost her but I only craved understanding and patience.  The Lord revealed to me that she is at peace and In a place I cannot reach at this time.  I wanted you all to know I Greatly Love you guys and to all my family on LaMarzulli.wordpress.com I want you guys to know that I love you.  I stand ready and cannot wait to not only be reunited in a glorified form with Donna but you guys as well.   I LOVE YOU ALL!  Praise GOD guys we’re almost out of here!!  LOVE, Michael.

For THEE o LORD

All glory and Praise to my GOD that made me

that loved, protected, guided and saved me

I thank thee my Father, my love and my light

Strongest forever who can challenge thy might?

Thank thee my Father, my GOD that instilled me

that brought me through horrors that nearly killed me

I love thee my Father, my LORD and my KING

your wisdom eternal an outpouring spring

All glory and mercy to my GOD that held me

overcoming all foes that once nearly felled me

I know thee my Lord I see thee so great

an eternal wisdom in a glorified state

All thanks to thee Father my LORD that has taught me

i am not my own for a high price HE bought me

i tremble in witness at the might of thy hand

nothing in creation before thee might stand

All love to the Father that sent me and named me

Forgave all my sins and in a soft voice once shamed me

I yearn for thee Lord my love and my life

take care of me Lord while you hold close my wife

O Father my lord in the darkness you claimed me

You shall throw out the enemy that has ever defamed me

Your word will o’ercome any naysayer’s pride

Returning in glory no wicked shall hide…

Question: Why Do We Read Our Bible? What Is The Purpose?

Question: Why Do We Read Our Bible? What Is The Purpose?.

to my friends and family

seashoremary said

May 13, 2013 at 5:26 pm

I, too, would like to add my condolences, sympathy, and prayers  to Faithfulelect and his son for the loss of their beloved.

I would like to give you a nugget that the Lord laid on me when my dad passed away and went home to heaven.

Responding to my plea to “help me!” the Lord Jesus clearly spoke to my spirit: “He (my dad) fought the battle and he won the victory!”  When I heard those words, the pain in my spirit, chest, and head stopped.  In fact, when we were at the funeral home, my aunt (my dad’s only sister), took me aside and privately told me “Mary, it’s ok if you want to cry.”  I nodded at her ok, but I didn’t cry.  I told my cousin Bobby (my aunt’s son), that it wouldn’t have mattered if I wanted to cry because there was a “shield” covering me preventing me from crying.  He seemed to understand me and didn’t press me.

Days later I marveled at how I was able to get through the whole ordeal.  It was my sister, who is also a born again Christian, who gave me this scripture: “Surely He has borne our griefs And carried our sorrows” (Isiah 53:4).  It’s real, folks, but you have to ask him to “help you,” and He will.

Dear sister you said it all. I was and am still unable to weep entirely…ill start to break down and then BAM im comforted.  I cant explain it.  I want to weep though I want to as I tell my mother all the time but yet its as if the LORD won’t allow me to.  I don’t know why.

I am at a different stage now as Matt warned me of and Nome told me to be ready to overcome and that is Survivor guilt.  I am feeling (as the enemy is around me constantly now) that I brought this on us even on some of you who hurt with us.

TOGODBETHEGLORY dear sister you are my earthly rock now. You have got me through this horrible day.   I sent her a few emails on LaMarzulli.wordpress.com site on my may 6th posting’s  it was 2 days before my wife got put into the intensive care unit.  She is at this very moment helping me pull through this.

I want to desperately thank LA and PEGGY MARZULLI for all their help and everyone’s donations!  La is at the forefront of the battle.  Pray for him always.  He is the one in physical danger and it is always imminent with him.  He gave us a place to come together and for some reason the Lord keeps me there.   I know some of you follow many at a time but LA for some reason is the one GOD keeps me on.  I know why, but that’s for me.  I love you all.

I don’t know what else to say. I await his commands and HE has yet to tell me what to do.  Pray for me guys and know that I pray for us all!

ps  Nomemoleste I cannot forget you dear brother you were there on the phone for me many times and something about you grounds me and keeps me on track.  Our online family is strong so it is being tested …and tested and when we think we have overcome the real test begins!  I love you guys!  Thank you for being there!     TO the WHOLE Blog   GOD BLESS YOU ALL  and I LOVE YOU and I will be there, here or whatever if you need me!

Blessings

From Michael

I cry out to thee Most High!  Though I be lowly and fallible, though I am wretched and poor, still I seek thy face.  I Shout to thee oh Lord forgive me!  I have sinned I have suffered I have fallen and lie still in the grass.  I await thee in my filthy rags Father of all things.  I cherish thee Father my Lord, my Love, My LIGHT.  For thou art with me.  In the deluge thou didst hold me tightly. When I did undergo torment you cupped me in thy hands.  Now my helpmeet is with thee but I am not alone for thou hast sent me friendship and kinship for, by and with the brethren.  We stand for thee and with thee OH LORD.

I call out to thee MY GOD oh Great One.  From the first to the last you were there.  From the beginning to the end the Word is with THEE.  I love thee My LORD,  I sing to thee with all I am and ever will be.  From all my worthless heart in front of thy majesty I fall to the floor at thy feet and beg forgiveness.  For all I should have done for all I have not done and for all I will do I ask thee Father for clemency and mercy.  Oh Most Righteous All Powerful Father I await thy command.  If I do err Father correct me and when I fall Father lift me up.  For you MY GOD are ALL.  Without thee there Is nothing nor would nothing be.  I stand with thee as thy great and holy wings cover me All Mighty GOD I trust in the Word you have sent us.  I trust in thee My LORD, MY Love, MY Light, My Life.   Praise thee Father… AMEN!

 

I see my Lord

I see my LORD coming riding on the wings of glory.  His righteousness shining through every fiber of my being.  His holiness pouring forth from every space.  He is coming for us.  He is on his way.  The door is still open but it will not remain so forever.

When I feel like this  (manic and just plain strange) I just have to pray and look up and with eager eyes I want to see him.  I examine the clouds or the wind moving the leaves on the trees around me.  I’ll walk and think of just how wonderful HE is.  I miss him.  I want to go back to what I saw.  Though few believe me I hold true to the Word.  I cannot tell you everything for many different reasons some my own.  I await that feeling of bliss I want it back.  He calls to us all you know.  Do you hear him?

It is like a word that just appears in your mind or a thought from nowhere interrupting or sometimes comforting you when you pray or are in need of direction.  I sin and stand ashamed in that great light.  I am filth compared to His glory, but he knows our my heart.  I try to warn but no one listens.  Those that do seem to already be walking with him.  I do not know why I was given this or what it is even …sometimes it feels like a punishment or a curse others its a comforting blessing because I know what awaits us.

I would never dare lie to you about something like this…I don’t want to even think of the chastisement i’d receive.  I don’t know how to explain what I saw or what I experienced.  I was there.  There were others too I will not say how many again for my own reasons.  They too are here now or have already passed on (about that last part I don’t know), but I know we were told we were waiting to be born.  We were not commanded to be at a certain time or anything like that but we watched man.  We watched the enemy as well.  We saw how they treated him and prayed for man’s protection.  Free will was the boundary that it seemed man was powerfully protected, but if he strayed into the enemy’s hands he could be powerfully tortured and corrupted.  I will say this much and stand firm…once we saw them and prayed to the Lord and an angel appeared and they fled …more happened but the rest I am unsure of.  I got to see the other side as well but that’s for another day.

What I’m badly trying to tell you and I hope this comforts you just a little.  It’s all real.  HE LIVES.  We would ask about different things and say it was not meant for us because it was not the time…or it was meant for mankind.  Man is GOD’s cherished creation.  All the hidden things that seemed greater there were only meant for man.  I cannot explain it but I was told this.  I saw this strange library it seemed small but the books were big and held great things of importance.  An angel stood in white robes and I asked him about some of the books I had not read.  “They are for and about man and they are sealed,” was all I remember.  I will take any kind of lie detector or psych tests you wish. I will take polygraphs.  I will give you my home phone number and address.  WHY?  Because YOU are AWAITED UPON.   YOU ARE WANTED.

And now dear friends…dear brothers and sisters…dear family…YOU WERE WARNED.  You have no excuse.  The Lord Jesus Christ died for you and he arose to come and claim you from the bonds of death that was your struggle.  You are priceless to him.  I remember when we would get angry at man’s deeds and GOD would always forgive them no matter what.  I stood astounded.  GOD loves you.  Why else do you breathe, dream, sing, and shout?  It is all For His Glory.      Don’t wait any longer.   You don’t want to be here for what is coming upon the earth.  I love you but HE loves you far more.   GOD BLESS YOU!

To my family

I walked with the Lord today.  It was about a 2 mile trek on the back road that runs by my house.  I talked with my Lord today.  I asked Him questions and showered him with what I hoped was enough of the praise He so richly deserves.  I ask him to tell me where to go or if I should stay.  I prayed the other day for help and an earth angel (you know who you are) sent me aid again in my time of need!  It wasn’t magic it was PRAYER!  It works!

People say “pray with me brother or let’s pray for him or her or about this or that” but do they really understand what they are doing?  I hope so.  I hope they know they are heard.  My prayers can be late in coming but come they do if it is the Lord’s great will.  You see my will is a tiny thing its about as insignificant to HIM as an anthill is to a skyscraper.  It matters not.  BUT he loves me so HE provides in the ways HE deems best.  I’ve been lax about posting the past year or so a lot of this is due to tragedy and the spiritual war I engage in.  A great part is also due to the arthritis in my hands I inherited from my great grandmother.  I have a quite a few broken fingers and crushed knuckles that haven’t healed right as I couldn’t afford to go to a doctor and the one time I did I wouldn’t wear the hand brace so my right hand is formed into a perfect cup fit for the mouse lol.  Yet I am still here.

I’m typing this today to warn my family online especially those at Lamarzulli.wordpress.com that I asked GOD yesterday to put me back in the war.  Later that night an enemy snarled in my ear (a cheap fear tactic that I slept on through) it only got through because I had not asked the Lord for the protections I usually do.  I’ve been forgetting a great deal of things of late, some say its due to the stress of losing my soulmate, while others say it could be my bi-polar/adhd condition. I know not.  I will not quit though.  I am here to warn you and them of the coming judgment.  I am warning everyone that THEY ARE not only coming but that many ARE HERE!

My dear brethren fortify yourselves and to my spiritual brothers and sisters such as TOGODBETHEGLORY and NOMEMOLESTE and ELAINE AND ROSE AND JEFF, RICHARD, SUSAN,PEGGY and last but not least LA.  Pray up guys and get ready and please warn your spouses!  Warn your friends guys!  You don’t want them here for what is to come.  Ive never seen nor had a vision or dream of the tribulation except when we were on the white horses behind the LORD on our way to stop all flesh from devastation.  What I saw there was enough.  It was an open mockery so vile ……we were eager to destroy it.  I love you GUYS! I love you brethren and I love you LORD MY GOD MY LOVE,MY LIGHT, MY LIFE!!!    GOD Bless you all!

Goodbye my love

Today although I’ve already recieved her ashes is the day that will be marked as my lovely wife’s funeral.  Her memorial is set to begin at First Christian Church in Pennington Gap, Va (thanks to my inlaws for this) today at 2pm est. time.  Thankfully she had the foresight (thank you LORD!) to have her eulogy already written and my brother n laws had photos and I had videos of her which we combined to make a nice dvd.  This will be placed here permanently to honor her and her sweet nature for as long as the Lord lets it remain up.  It won’t be available on youtube because the songs are copywritten but on here it will not be a problem.

We are expecting a nice turnout as she was well loved by all and there will be 3 pastors speaking.  The first is the pastor of the church where we’ll be, the second is a pastor the Lord sent to my son while he was in need as my wife lay in the intensive care unit of our local hospital and the third pastor is my wife’s brother-n-law whom she requested to perform the service.  I will be reading a poem I wrote for her this week after the second pastor reads a bible passage and then we will be starting the dvd memorial video.  After this Pastor Jack Cope will be doing the memorial service and there will be food and drinks after that.  I want to thank all of those at Lamarzulli.wordpress.com for their prayers and donations.

Especially Nomemoleste,Elaine,ToGodBeTheGlory,SeashoreMary and LaMarzulli himself who is still taking donations on his main site to help me and my son through this process until I am able to recieve my disability payments.  The Lord already helped me get on a good deal of food stamps because we are without at the moment.

I also want to thank those in My Family that stepped forward to deal with the cremation costs and various other expenses.  My Mother Norma and Father Johnny Napier, my sister Crystal and her husband Eddie Hood, my sister Kelly and her husband Chip Lambert (who made the video), my brother Jonathon who was there for me when I needed him most.  To any others not mentioned and read this I will add names as they come to me or as I remember to add them.  So overlook me please because at the moment I am in quite a state of shock and yearn for a release of grief.  I am still numb and hate this feeling.  My soul wants to grieve perhaps today I will be granted this chance.

GOD bless everyone that prayed and is praying for us at this time.  My son Shawn and myself thank you all.  Especially to his first cousin Justin Johnson who loved his aunt and has stayed with my son throughout all this terrible ordeal.  Remembering she is in Heaven and rejoicing now is a comfort although I am selfish and I want her back desperately.  God’s will be done though and not my own.  He seems to have a much better head on his shoulders when it comes to these things.

GOD bless you all!